How the fuck does one fall asleep??
Can’t figure this shit out.
Too much anxiety
I really wish I could go ….But I know I won’t FML
I find it interesting how I am so bothered by this, yet I am doing it to myself?
Why am I still surprised by how immature and petty she can be?
Every time I think things are getting easier or that I can do it this time… I always fall into that hole again.
I really wish everything could be easier
Sleepless and anxious…. yet lying next to her…. is happiness.
Give a little fucks as possible
Getting drunk while watching dreamhack cs:go tournament….. I’m such a loser
I hate laying in bed, all my thoughts just flood my mind and make me wish I that could not think…
I hate sleeping because I can never just not think. Its easier to just stay distracted so my mind can never dwell. I can’t sleep as it is, but the uncontrollable thoughts make me not even why to try at all..