Getting drunk while watching dreamhack cs:go tournament….. I’m such a loser
I hate laying in bed, all my thoughts just flood my mind and make me wish I that could not think…
I hate sleeping because I can never just not think. Its easier to just stay distracted so my mind can never dwell. I can’t sleep as it is, but the uncontrollable thoughts make me not even why to try at all..
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Fuck not being able to sleep.
Fuck being awake.
Welp… There goes my good mood
Thought I was okay.
So Ive been training for roughly 3 weeks and I’ve gainee 10 lbs. Not bad I suppose xD
I don’t understand a single person that pertains to the female population…
Current weight 118. 150 in 3 Months here I come! ;D
I have visitors :3 Seeing her is quite nice.